Assalam alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu,

Do you find yourself saying these words:

‘I have tried many times, repeatedly, to turn my soul away from committing these specific acts of disobedience but my efforts have failed.’

‘I tried to get my soul to perform acts of obedience (to Allaah), good and righteous deeds but I am not able to remain firm upon them, I leave them so quickly.’

‘I have repented from many evil actions and promised myself that I would not commit them again. However after the passing of time and being occupied much it did not take long before I returned to them. In fact I fell into others and increased in them.’

Then this article is for you: http://abdurrahman.org/character/iwanttofight.html